Catatan dr blog myspace aku ms zaman bujang dlu...
Hope u guys are in gd condition & gd health.. me.. ermm.. alhamdulillah..
Talking abt life.. wut I can say.. i'm a survivor la :) why?? of coz la.. U wanna knw why!!
Let me story u k.. hehehe.. but once I started U'll jgn slh fhm plk tau.. tis is abt myself.. nutin to do wt u'll kt luar sn.. tiada kene mengena dgn yg hidup atau pn yg mati.. smua persamaan adlh secara kebetulan..
Actually.. my mum passed away wen I was 1yr old.. ms tu kecik lg laa.. still dun understand wut has hpen.. wut I felt.. of coz.. I can say nutin at all.. sbb baby lg kn.. so x tau aper mkna kehilangan.. but then.. the moment I grew up (can't remember wen I was told abt my mum's) then I can feel sumone is missing in my femly.. well.. aftr all my grandmum took over duty taking care of me while my elder sis still carry on wt her study & so on.. spi la my sis finished her study & getting married then she took care of me till now (even we not stying 2gather now).. my sis said slagi I'm still single nie I'm still under her responsibility la.. it's ok.. yg penting lien x ssh kn die pn..
My mum suffer from cancer while I'm still "inside".. so sad huh :( doc advice her to undergo an operation to safe her life but she refused coz she still wants me to live even she has to sacrify her life.. uwaaaa.. sedih la babes.. she suffered till the end of her life which fall on my big day 13.5.78 aftr I reached 1 yr old.. can u imagine.. i can't even get to see her at all.. maklum la zaman dolu2 mnder camera kn.. so xde la kenangan2 tuh.. I dun even knw how does she looks like.. siblings said she looks like my 2nd sister.. she's very beautiful.. I'm very proud of her thou :)... "mum's... luv you so much.. even we dun get to knw each other btr but I believed u such a good & beautiful mum's tht I ever had in tis world.. life gonna be so meaningful if you're here wt me...
MAY GOD BLESS YOU EVER, MUM.."
Guy's... I wud rather suggest you'll to value your gold tm wt yr mums sementara she still alive nie.. tkut ntt klu x sempat mcm lien.. how?? ask yrself.. make her life peaceful yeah :) dun ever regrets...
Lien di bsrkn oleh my elder sister after she's married. Coz pity my grandmum kn.. xnk la sshkn die lg.. my sis carry me all over the places.. means.. where ever she went.. I was wt her all the times.. she has to follow her hubby every whr kn.. so bwk jgk la lien nie spi org ckp lien nie mcm ank instant die dh.. hehehe.. well mulut org kn.. wut can we say.. I called her Mum sbb ms tuh blm tau anythin lg.. spi la she get pregnant and got baby boys and yg lain2.. eh 4got to tell.. lien di bsrkn kt Pahang, klu x silap lien kt Felda Jengka.. not felda Taib Andak tau.. heheh.. tp "WORLD" gk la.. heehe..
ps: aku paste cite nie dr blog lm aku dlm myspace.. so x smpt la nk edit pape.. pd sesape yg penah jd kwn aku dlm myspace mst tau la cite nie kn.. so skrg aku paste kt blog bru nie.. same story jer..
Skrg nie aku dh jadik istri org.. huhu.. gmbr nie aku copy dr fotopages roomate aku.. huhu..
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